JinJahPaws

Your body soft as silk, u lift my heart and soul, So bend into the breeze, Fingers crossed along my bow.

Tears So many people, Places to be, Not a chance, For people like me, Criminal world, Family's break, People say things, Make your life quake, Some could stand tall, A quiet few, But who's to say, They cant break them to, Stop, don't stare, There just like you, Give them a chance, Let them pull through, Cause the responsibility, it falls on you, If u say that, He might end you to, Lives are made, to come and go, But if u say that, your no man, You make him cry, Make people laugh, Turn his head, Make him die, Just with the tears, you made him cry….

so this is it then, the end of the world, terable time this is boys and girls, no more shelter, i'm blowing away, like a pice paper, i was in the way..... so this it then, its my turn to die, along with the rest, goodbye..... so this is it then, my life lines are used, my future it ended, in the present, in the past, i should have done more, recyled and stuff, anthing to stop, this terrable path.... my life its flashing for me 2 see, right here before my eyes, the ocean swels trying to take me, i wont die, not today, as armageden, takes me away.

Writers block effecting view, School work blocking mind, Falling asleep amongst the papers, In my hand, a pencil entwined, Body limp and mind so broken, Heart is aching, loaded token, Wishing, wishing the day would end, All the children sit with blank stares, Silence is the god of teachers, Lunch time must make sugar levels sore, The teachers next are so poor, And though all this some quietly sit, In class rooms dank with all the shades drawn, Others clown around and have fun, But still no sun, Just sums on a bored.

The queen of hearts, The queen of tarts, In her small skirts and thinning stockings, Stands down at the corner store, Her appeal is slowly rotting, When she was young and pretty, the men all liked to stare, Pay money for a little peek at what was under there, But now she's ageing, she's 22, She's no longer 19, Her faces is slowly getting lined, And the beer is staining her teeth, And soon the work will all stop, No customers will come, The ageing face is now just another, The old queen of hearts.

Reaching out through the darkness Slowly devouring my fear I turn to see a man unspoken Till he whispers something in my ear He stands so bold And takes my hand Leads me through my fears Shows me every tear I've cried And shows me every year There is no credits at the end A title or a theme song It's the movie of my life I stand close and feel his warm tears as he is crying to He has never seen a sadder life And  neither, I bet u, There's been heart ache and mistakes As darkness consumes me Body left limp and people see through me I have always been invisible But no body told me I stand even closer Wanting him to just ho

News flash, The worlds crashing down The sky is falling Lets get out now While we still can I sit and watch the fires Tsunamis Suffering Tracing raindrops down a frosted window I can let go now But I wont I'll sit And wait I'll die soon anough So the world rushes by me I sit and stare While there cocktail generation Brakes down 2 despair I sit with a carving knife and afew paper towls Slice through my problems Like I slice though all sound Outside my window The world slowly crumbles Just like my mind On the inside And just like my wrists Tatterd and slit

Locked in a cupboard Don't speak a word Problems are outside Screaming to be heard Killing my determination Ripping through bones Tearing a nation To it knees Slowly but surely Up goes my white Flag I wait for a reaction A treaty to be had But they lodge an offensive Taking control Left limp and lifeless The stone floor so cold They may have won the battle They may have one this round But the war is not over Only cracks Through the ground

Standing tall, Now I crumble, Left undersiderd, And unloved, You left me alone, In shatterd pieces, I am a mirror, Reflecting your lies, Lies writen in blood, On walls of broken hearts, Etch the pain into my skin, Each cut reflects the pain within, Let it burn.

Kiss me softly, Whisper sweet words, Watch me like you care, Though inside your timid mind your heart, as such, is bare. Long for me, Lust for me, Kill my sense of feeling, Smooth my body, and create my fantasy. I know your using me, I can tell, You only want me for my body, Another conquest, In your eyes that's all I am, and nothing more, But I am blinded, By my passion, I need a kind face, I know its wrong. Can u blame me for being lonely? Alone in a world of the loved and lost, Beware my heart, although a token, Not real, Can tear your feelings apart, I will play and fuel my soul, Burn your tears, convince your heart,